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I always hate the idea of changing boyfriend everytime. I always want to have a long lasting relationship with the guy I love, and end up in a happily ever after marriage. But guess what, I think I have a jinx that my relations never reach even 6 months. All my relations always end up before and at the 6th month. And I hate it. Like I said before, I hate the idea of changing and start over a relationship every time. For me, breaking up is really hurting, and I need much time to mend my broken heart before starting a new relation. When we start a new relations, more sacrifice must be done. Adaptability needed, and so on. It sucks. Moreover, I have to face a stigma that I’m not a good girl, I’m a bad girl. See?
I think that jinx shows that I’m not a strong girl, that strong enough to keep my relations ever lasting. But I guess, not really. I’ve read my old magazine and find out that the girl who usually change her boyfriend are strong because of three reasons:
1. they know they deserve the best
2. they don’t want to stuck in a irrational relation
3. they usually have strong character and ready to defend their right
I wanna add something more. The fact that we are so usual in starting over a new relations make us strong enough to stand up after we fail. Thats a good thing, though. At least my broken heart is not that hurtful compare to misery felt by African children who can’t even eat..hohoho..
But I still feel pathetic with my self..I need something to regain my confidence..Anyone wanna help?
26th February 2010
