Allah always answer my prayer in a best way. Just three days ago I was given a huge chance to see a rare and wonderful concert. How could Allah not?
Most of times, I miss some good moments that happened to me in the past.
Whether it is only a hang out moment with besties or an event.
Sometimes all those breathtaking reminiscences occur as I visit the place.
Sometimes I just wake up in the morning and suddenly speechless as the memory came into my head.
I always ask why should change? Why all those good things don’t stick with me? Why good moments gone?
But then I realize. I’m not only living in good memories. I’m also living in beautiful dreams.
Those good memories strengthen me. Shape me into whoever I am now. They give me something to dream in my sleep. They give me something to remember in my leisure time.
But my dreams are the ones that wake me up. They give me direction to where I should go.
As far as I’m concerned, I also have present to enjoy.
So, thanks to all those good memories. There is nothing can portray my gratitude to have you. Without you I’m not gonna live this beautiful life. Although you are gone, but other good things will always replace you. And I will experience all of them in no time.
Like a boss!
God leads the way.
I know it that I can always rely on Allah. Allah never dissapoint me whenever I rely my destiny on Allah, and hopefully never will :))
#me after read the announcement that I did not accepted as new staff in Central Bank of Indonesia. I know it !! It’s neither my passion nor my right path of career
I am somehow grateful because I couldn’t graduate last semester and did not accepted at Indonesia Mengajar. Because if I did, I would’ve been far away from Jakarta since November and did not get a chance to participate in 26th SEAGAMES Indonesia November 2011. And if I did not participate in this majestic event, I wouldn’t get to know so many wonderful persons. That’s priceless !
Gw tadi ketemu sama Abang di kantin lama. Gw liat dia punya laptop baru, dan bener aja. Langsunglah jahatnya gw kluar, langsung mikir Allah gak adil bgt ya..Abang kan udah pnya laptop, sedangkan gw yang butuh laptop malah gak pernah dikasih sama dia. Sirik deh gw jadinya. Langsung muka gw ditekuk pulang kerumah.
Pas sampe rumah, gw di sms Adek:
“Kamu ragu sama Allah karena keinginan kamu belum dapet ya Lian? Wajar ko, tapi ya jangan sampai itu buat kamu jadi ragu sama Allah. Minta yang terbaik sama Allah.
Dulu waktu mama kedua dan mama ketiga sakit, aku pun minta ya agar mereka sembuh, tapi Allah punya kehendak Lian, dan aku harus sabar buat terima itu :>
Aku percaya kamu kuat kok :>”
Langsung gw mikir: pantaskah gw sirik sama Abang? Sementara gw masih punya ibu kandung, dan semua ibu abang (1 ibu kandung dan 2 ibu tiri) udah pada meninggal semua.
Pantaskah gw sirik sama Abang? Sementara mungkin aja Abang dan Adek bilang: “Allah gak adil. Kita gak punya ibu sementara Lian masih punya Ibu. kenapa Allah ambil ibu-ibu kita??”. Tapi sampai sekarang, gw gak pernah denger mereka ngomong gitu.
*Hampir nangis sambil nulis ini*
I always grumpy and say that I’m bad at debate. I always got a lower speaker score and I’m even beaten by my own junior.
But then I remember, the last time I went to one tourney (the worst competition I’ve ever joined, 6th Nationwide English Olympiad) I made into the final. While out there, many people really wants the seat on final but they cant make it. I must be grateful now.
I’ve got anything I want. Thanks Allah !!
I was once tell the world that being single is the happiest moment of all. Well, the fact that nobody will stop us from doing anything that we want, nothing to be thought of, or scared of are the reasons. And now I’ve came into this condition. I should not be really sad because of broken heart. I have to be really happy for the freedom in my hand now
1. I have taken a revenge towards a person who has disadvantaged my interest in the past (*evil*)
2. My friend Nita loves my blog and my cynicism on it
3. Someone from Realist Institute asks me to discuss with him regarding the seminar that will be held by this institute, which means I am good enough to be discussed with. LOL
4. My friend Iwan who became the coach for debate regular practice today said that my speech structure has so developed. This is due to the intensive training from Indonesian debater legend, Mahardhika S. Sadjad of course..
5. I’ve just tell my problem to Boby, a psychologist student from my uni, and he is so good at giving advise !! Really that good !!
What happiness that will come tomorrow ? ;p
I know that I have to be grateful, because until now Allah still allow me to study at college, International Relations in Universitas Indonesia. The best university in Indonesia.
Compare with another kids in Indonesia. Many of them can’t even taste the feel of going to school, because they are too poor.
Allah has given to me the best life ever. I have to be grateful.