The two most bottom messages sent by my boyfriend when we are fighting
No. No. We are not fine. We are in the middle of unsolved war.
But I have never felt the love to someone this huge before…..
I’ve just woke up from a very weird dream. In that dream, I have a boyfriend, a handsome one. And he seems love me very much. He holds my hand, kiss my hand, and hug me. This dream also appear on my sleep couple days ago.
I know it supposed to be a good dream. A very good one. But what I thought to be weird is that I’ve never wanted it. Not now. Am very happy with my single condition now…Am very busy with other business, and not ever thinking wanna have boyfriend now.
Adek said that maybe this is what I want deep down in my heart. But I’ve never felt that…And I am the one who believe that every dream has its own meaning. And what about this dream? I believe that this dream has a good meaning behind it. Am pretty sure soon, Allah will send me a handsome boyfriend to accompany me. But is it really a good one??? If that happen, what am I supposed to do? What will happen with all the things am working now? What will happen my relations with Adek? Should I leave him? This is something that I dont wanna do from the very first beginning…