I’m still the same girl who has tendency to hurt myself.

Eventhough I have been given much bliss.

Then I will be overwhelmed in sorrow.

But what should I do?

I can’t be the one who have all what people have

So, it’s either me being into cynical or hurt myself all over again.

But I am no more allowed to be cynical. 

Thus, I should keep on hurting myself?